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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2004-09-04 [Lethargic Panda]: Personally, I think his head movement is the coolest.

2004-09-04 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: ahahahahaha That's awsome!

2004-09-04 [Moonlit Serenade]: That's... kinda scary....

2004-09-05 [Incontinence Happens]: The pope creeps me out... eek.

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: He's an innocent old man.

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: That's just what they want you to think.... <.< >.>  ^.^ ..... ^^;;;

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: o.O Not christian I assume?

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: If it makes me any less of a person, that's fine. But, no. I'm agnostic. I do, however, respect all beliefs.

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: If you sift through all of the messages of people telling me how sexy I am in my guestbook...you'll find my discussion of religion with Nibbles (the owner of this wiki). She's religious. I'm...hmm.

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: Ah. I see. Although, I'm not sure I want to sift through your entire guest book.... Maybe when I'm more awake... ^^;;;

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Me understands. It's indecent...and probably for the better you don't. ^.^

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* Wonderful. Don't corrupted the corrupted. It's bad for their sanity.

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Mine leaves sometimes, but it usually comes back before morning. :)  The other day it didn't though...and...x.x

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: Really? Sounds interesting....

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: It was just on a day I was required to be around people...really early...and I was a little off.

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: Ah. One of those days. That must joyous....

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: More scary. o.o *poke*

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: *is poked* *squeals* I could see how it might be scary.... *thinks* I wonder if I've ever gone truly insane.... .... *thinks*

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: *rolls around on the floor*

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: *raises an eyebrow* *slowly, with much thought* Like a puppy.....

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: A sexy puppy. ^.^

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: ooOOooo... Sexy puppies.... Actually.... that's.... strange.

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: o.O Dun dun duuun.

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: *pokes Lethargic* Have you gone crazy????

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Never. :P

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hmm.... Somehow I find that hard to believe, but that's okay.... Don't you think 'So Damn Peachy' could make a really good ice cream name??

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: For like...Ben and Jerry's or whatever? Yes.

2004-09-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: *shrugs* I just think that would be a great ice cream name.... Hey, I'd eat something called So Damn Peachy....

2004-09-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Even if it was a fungus-y dead gopher on a stick of hardened...goo?

2004-09-05 [Incontinence Happens]: I've been booted. Pearl took my place. *sniffle*

2004-09-06 [Lethargic Panda]: How'd she take your place? o.o

2004-09-06 [Incontinence Happens]: *sigh*

2004-09-06 [Lethargic Panda]: Aha! You've got nothin'.

2004-09-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i dont think she 'took' your place....she was just temporarily permanant replacment

2004-09-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Nice coherence.

2004-09-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i know....now that i read i didnt make any sense there did i>?

2004-09-07 [Lethargic Panda]: None.

2004-09-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ok good...as long as im not imagining it

2004-09-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Care to rephrase?

2004-09-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hmmm....i dunno....should i>?...id hate to make to much sense

2004-09-07 [Lethargic Panda]: You don't seem to be willing to make any. o.o

2004-09-07 [Kurus_Dreaon]: uh if thats a bad thing im real sorry.....but tis me :)...i prefer to be my odd self

2004-09-07 [BarleySinger]: ???temporarily permanant replacment??? how does one do that? Sounds as sensible as "fighting for peace" or "military intelligence" and _ HEY _ gimme some of that gopher - with extra goo!!! yum!!!

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: Er... I'm sorry???? I didn't mean to? *wonders how she took someone's place* *after a moment* Gopher??? Sure. If it was called so damn peachy....

2004-09-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Took you long enough. o.o

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: Well, sorry. I was busy! *nodnod*

2004-09-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Uh huh, sure. *glare*

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: ^^;;; I'm sorry??? *screams* It's gonna eat me!! We're all gonna die!! KILL IT!

2004-09-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Me?

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: No! The... Centipede or whatever!! Kill it!!

2004-09-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Centipedes are quite scary. o.o

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: It's gonna eat me! Go kill it or something!! Someone get it!!

2004-09-08 [Lethargic Panda]: *sits* You could?

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: No!! I'm scared... It's like... worse than a spider.... It has more legs! *clings to a random person* I'm scared!!

2004-09-08 [Lethargic Panda]: A lot of them can be poisoness I think. o.o

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: Ew... We need an exterminator.... *twitch* They're /worse/ than spiders... *nods*

2004-09-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Does this mean your house is full of them?

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: I have no idea.... Possibly... My sister foudn some the other day... X.X I hate them!!

2004-09-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hmm..that aint good *smite the evil bug and laugsh maniacly*

2004-09-08 [~Second.String~]: *shameless self-advertising* Battle High

2004-09-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: id be careful where you were shamlessly self advertising...not that i care but others may....though i doubt youll even see this message its all good

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* *points* Is he allowed to do that??

2004-09-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: technecly no hes not....thats why i said he need to be careful....someone will get mad and ill be forced to beat em

2004-09-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: oooOOooo.... I see. Well, shame on him, then. He doesn't get a cookie.

2004-09-08 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yes no cookies for him.....wait...we have cookies?

2004-09-09 [Lethargic Panda]: She is a friend of our master and a relation I have and never talk to. o.o

2004-09-09 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: hi pearly^^ how come you never on when im on?>.<

2004-09-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Because she doesn't love you like she loves us! Get over it. o.o

2004-09-09 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: fuck you! i LIVE like 10 blocks away from her house AND she spent the night ANNND shes my twover! *sticks out tounge* so there!

2004-09-09 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: on top of THAT her boyfriend doesent want to kill me.....as far as i know

2004-09-09 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: Wow that was mature

2004-09-09 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: i know, wasnt it^^ actually i dont really care if she loves you more because i can say that her boyfriend doesent want to kill me^^

2004-09-09 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: well he doesn't want to kill me either..I don't know about lethargic though....

2004-09-09 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: do you know artimus?

2004-09-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Lots of people want to kill me...let them. o.o Doesn't really do much, wanting something. *gives stuff to Scarlet* ^.^

2004-09-09 [The Scarlet Pumpernickle]: nope ;)

2004-09-09 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* How's you?

2004-09-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hmm....i see....my bad...didnt know we were talkin about a she

2004-09-09 [Lethargic Panda]: It be fine.

2004-09-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: okie dokie then...how are ya lethargic?

2004-09-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Eh. You?

2004-09-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: fairly well i must say....ir erratic as usual

2004-09-09 [Lethargic Panda]: Why is that?

2004-09-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: cuz i am eing even odder then is usual....jumping back and forth in conversation....is not always good...though it can be very entertaining

2004-09-09 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm sure.

2004-09-09 [Kurus_Dreaon]: as long as it doesnt get on ppls nerves....then its bad thing yup yup

2004-09-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: Ambee! I'm never on when you're on because I actually do my homework after school!! ^^;;; And, no. Spark does not want you dead... Or anyone else here for that matter... Too much of a good thing can be a bad thing.... *nods*

2004-09-10 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o Are we including me?

2004-09-11 [Moonlit Serenade]: Erm... Yes?? No??

2004-09-11 [Lethargic Panda]: Maybe so?        *sigh* Want to help me set some people on fire?

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Sure! Which people where??? I like setting things on fire... Don't I? I think I do.... *thinks*

2004-09-12 [Lethargic Panda]: A stupid girl person. ^.^

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Okay! I'll help! As long as I don't know her or somethin'.... *blinks*

2004-09-12 [Lethargic Panda]: I don' think you do. Hmm.

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Well, it is a rather small town.... *nodnod*

2004-09-12 [Kurus_Dreaon]: oooh oooh...I WANNA HELP!!!! flames hehehehe

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Woot! Let's go catch people on FIRE!

2004-09-12 [Kurus_Dreaon]: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FIRE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Tee-hee!! ^-^

2004-09-12 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i sowwy..i am a die hard pyro lol hehehe

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: That's okay! pyros are fun! As long as they stay away from my room... ^^;;; Just had a fire! Heh..

2004-09-12 [Kurus_Dreaon]: thats not good...anything damaged

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Only all of my art books, several necklaces that were much too expensive, one chair, one side table, by alarm clock, several blankets, and other sentimental values. And that was only one wall!! ^^;; On a happier note, it made me get my room clean!

2004-09-12 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ROFL...thats lookin on the bright side....im real sorry to hear that though...thats terrible that all that stuffs destroyed

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Yep. But it's all mostly replacable! ^_~ It could be worse. My whole room could have gone up in flames instead of just one wall. *nods*

2004-09-12 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yah very true...well im glad ya arent all like totaly off the wall about it...its good to see someone looks on the bright side yup yup

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Tee-hee! I try hard to optimistic! I hear it makes you happier.... ^_~

2004-09-12 [Kurus_Dreaon]: good...i try to...tis a good thing

2004-09-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: *nods* Although, occasionally, being pessamistic is just fun! Hee.

2004-09-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Especially when it's spelt wrong.

2004-09-13 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ROFL.....thats true

2004-09-14 [Lethargic Panda]: People are so tiring. -.-

2004-09-14 [Incontinence Happens]: *interrupts* I haven't talked here in a tad.

2004-09-14 [Lethargic Panda]: You haven't. o.o

2004-09-14 [Incontinence Happens]: YOu guys were talking though. ^_^

2004-09-14 [Lethargic Panda]: Some...

2004-09-14 [Kurus_Dreaon]: talking was happening yes

2004-09-14 [Incontinence Happens]: Yup. I can read, I know it was.

2004-09-14 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ok....thats good

2004-09-14 [Lethargic Panda]: Nibbles went bye bye. v.v

2004-09-15 [Incontinence Happens]: Because my stupid father kicked me off. *beats him with... something* *uncreative*

2004-09-15 [Lethargic Panda]: *agrees* *plays air guitar*

2004-09-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: *meeps* I'm... bored. And you seem upset, Lethargic....

2004-09-15 [Lethargic Panda]: What did I do that made me seem upset?

2004-09-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: *shrugs* I dunno. Perhaps I'm mistaken! ^^;; Ignore me. I'm crazy. *goes and runs into a wall to prove her point* ^_^

2004-09-15 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o No, splain.

2004-09-15 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey crazy is good...look at me *realises this wont help and shrugs* oh well hehe....so hows everyine

2004-09-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Eh. x.x

2004-09-15 [Kurus_Dreaon]: everything cool lethargic?...anything the matter that ya should want to talk about...if there is i shall listen...as i am good at that.....just offering and all...tryin to be nice and helpful ya know

2004-09-15 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm fine.

2004-09-15 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: ello everyone^^

2004-09-15 [Lethargic Panda]: ::silence::

2004-09-15 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: DAVID BOWIE HAS A FUCKIN MOUSTACHE!..... O.o

2004-09-15 [Lethargic Panda]: ::more silence::

2004-09-16 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: hmmm.... why the silence?

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: No one to talk to. >:)

2004-09-16 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: i talk dont i? *rolls eyes* OH RIGHT you dont like me because i asked you to breed and you took it seriously *shakes head* or perhaps that was someone else....?

2004-09-16 [Incontinence Happens]: ..interesting.

2004-09-16 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: meh... sorry, im kinda on a rampage

2004-09-16 [Incontinence Happens]: What sort of rampage?

2004-09-16 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: just an emotional rampage, lethargic got the end of it though...

2004-09-16 [Incontinence Happens]: Ouu... Fun.

2004-09-16 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: yuppers

2004-09-16 [Incontinence Happens]: *aggrivated*

2004-09-16 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: why?

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Boring conversation I'm guessing. o.o

2004-09-16 [Moonlit Serenade]: Meep. Emotional rampage?? Whats do you mean by that, Ambee??? *pokes*

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: *needs an ax*

2004-09-16 [Moonlit Serenade]: Why do you need an ax???

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: ...no...reason. o.o

2004-09-16 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* *quick topic change* I pulled a muscle in my butt....

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: I guess you use it to much. *is deeply disturbed*

2004-09-16 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* Naw, I think aliens violated me in my sleep and made be pull a muscle in the process. *nods*

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Dirty. *shuns*

2004-09-16 [Moonlit Serenade]: *laughs* I was kiddin', Lethargic. I'm pretty sure it was from the leg press we did in P.E. *nods*

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Sure you are. *glare*

2004-09-16 [Moonlit Serenade]: *glares back*

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: *glares better*

2004-09-16 [Moonlit Serenade]: *rolls her eyes* *tugs on his hair and stick her tongue out at him*

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: You're just jealous 'cause I'm better. ^.^

2004-09-16 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hmmm.....wow randomness...go that

2004-09-16 [Incontinence Happens]: *prances*

2004-09-16 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yay *dances*

2004-09-16 [Incontinence Happens]: We rhyme!

2004-09-16 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i know go us *high five*

2004-09-16 [Incontinence Happens]: We could make up a fancy little number where we dance and prance all togather and in rhythm. That would astound them all. ^_^ ...but it'd be a tad difficult to do.

2004-09-16 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yes it might be...but ti would be oh so amusing

2004-09-16 [Incontinence Happens]: And thats all that matters. ^^

2004-09-16 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yes it is lol...as long as we are amused

2004-09-16 [Incontinence Happens]: *beging to prance again, but... organizedly so you can follow*

2004-09-16 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *prances and dances trying to follow you*

2004-09-16 [Lethargic Panda]: *does other stuff*

2004-09-17 [Incontinence Happens]: ...You don't want to watch our pretty performance?

2004-09-17 [Moonlit Serenade]: *watches the pretty performance intently* ooOOooo... Look at the dancing and prancing and... other stuff!!

2004-09-18 [Incontinence Happens]: We rock. You all know it. ^_^

2004-09-19 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: *nods*

2004-09-19 [Incontinence Happens]: Heheheheheh...

2004-09-19 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: *grins* my parents wouldnt let me paint the swirly on the fan... feh...>.<

2004-09-19 [Incontinence Happens]: Pssh, that's because they just don't understand.

2004-09-19 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: thats what i said but they where like: "if you want to paint your own damn fan then go ahead and do so" of course, i dont have my own fan...

2004-09-19 [Incontinence Happens]: Gotta love how they shove those sort of things in your face. *sigh*

2004-09-19 [and i was a kaleidoscope]: yup.... *sigh*

2004-09-19 [Incontinence Happens]: *eats chocolate*

2004-09-21 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i want chocolate...can i havechocolate??

2004-09-22 [Incontinence Happens]: Sure! *hands you some* Feel special. ^^

2004-09-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: Too much chocolate makes me sick.... *cries* But I love it!!

2004-09-22 [Incontinence Happens]: I ate all mine... *cries*

2004-09-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* How do people do that?? Eat it all, I mean.... I still have chocolate from years ago!! *gaps*

2004-09-22 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ROFL....is this dark chocolate?...if not you can have it back

2004-09-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: I like dark chocolate!! I can eat that kind!! ^-^ *feels special*

2004-09-22 [Incontinence Happens]: It is! They're dark choclate kisses... Mmmmm... ^^

2004-09-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: Really??? I never knew that!! I need to go get me some!!! ^-^

2004-09-23 [Kurus_Dreaon]: YAY *eats* i live on dark chocolate...cant have milk chocolate....but the millk chocolate is nasty anyways

2004-09-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: Why can't you eat milk chocolate?

2004-09-23 [Incontinence Happens]: I like them both. ^_^ *is neutral*

2004-09-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: I like dark... Well, I like them both, but I eat dark... Actually, I think I'll stick with strawberry.... ^^;;;

2004-09-23 [Incontinence Happens]: ...Fine then. You can be the odd one. ^_^

2004-09-23 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im allergic to milk..it would kill me....so im specialer *sticks tongue out* j/k lol

2004-09-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: On, no!! Alergic to milk!! *gasp* You poor thing!!!! *huggles* I feel your pain. Milk is life. And it makes cheese!! *tear* You can't eat cheese??? How do you live??

2004-09-23 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i hate the stuff....its all cool...ive never had it so i dont know t=what im missin lol.......its all cool...i no cre

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